I am your husband’s mistress

Laurene S.
Ansonia, Connecticut

I am your husband’s mistress. We do love each other. Not intentionally, but we do. You were once suspicious, and we stopped. For only a short time, and started to see each other again. This has been going on for 4 years. On and off. Mostly on.

You have NO IDEA he’s cheating. You apologized for even suspecting it. He goes home to you every night. Wakes up to you every morning. He spends every holiday with you. He listens to your day. You know (almost) all of his days. He has a routine that doesn’t falter. He is a dedicated father. He adores you. He brings you flowers and asks “will you marry me” when you answer the phone.

No one would think of him as a cheater. I’m the only one who knows the truth, and I am so dedicated to him, and only him, that I would never tell you or anyone for that matter.

I feel guilty for what we are doing, but I don’t want to stop.

I’m happy. He’s happy. You’re happy. You may think you’d want to know about us. The details of our intimate relationship. The times we’ve spent together. The things that we’ve said; but you don’t. You have him, not me.

I am your friend. You’d never suspect me to do this to you. We aren’t close, but have met several times and we know who one another is. We say friendly “hello’s” when we see each other.

We don’t talk about you. He doesn’t think about you when we are together. I don’t think of you when we are together.

He tells me he loves me. He doesn’t say he loves you to me, but I know, without a doubt, he does. Far more than he loves me.

I’m not his first, you are; but that’s okay. I’m okay with being his second. I’d rather be with him this way than not be with him at all. I am your husband’s mistress.

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