Greatest Love of My Life
by Shirley
(Samou)
We met when we moved to the city. He was always chasing after me but at that time he already had a girlfriend and I didn’t bother getting involved with him. Desmond always teased me when I walked passed him and his friends and I started to hate him but I knew in my heart that I loved him even though I knew he had a girlfriend.
As the time passed by, I started to fall for him and he ask me if I would be his girlfriend and I said yes. Never in my life I felt so happy as if nothing else matters. It was just me and him and no one else.
After awhile, he became jealous and started to hit me if I talked to other guys. I did nothing because I loved him and I thought that he is just jealous because he loves me and is afraid to lose me. But if I confronted him about other girls he would just pretend if I am crazy and say, “If you are going to keep on going on like this, I’m going to slap you.”
But still I love him even more and I was afraid to lose him. Then I turned to other guys for comfort and I started cheating on him just because it felt good to know that other guys finds me attractive and treat me like a woman.
I still loved my boyfriend and I couldn’t stand to lie to him any more. I decided to stop and we talked about it and everything went back to normal. Little did I know, he was seeing another woman.
One day, one of his friends came to me and told me that he was having an affair I confronted him and he denied. I remember it as it was yesterday when I saw Desmond with his new girlfriend walking past our house. They were in love and it felt like someone had stabbed me in my heart at that moment.
I just wanted to be alone. I had no one to support me. My parents did not like him at all and I had no friends as he wouldn’t want me to have friends. I was so heartbroken. I just walked blinded by my tears… when I came to my senses, I was at the graveyard.
After that day I never saw him. One day, I was on my way to the shop with a friend. He is in love with me but I am still hurt and my ex walked past us. He started to hit my friend as he thought we were together and I tried to tell him that there is nothing between us and he has a girlfriend and he must leave me alone. He said that he loved me and no one can have me.
My ex and I began an affair. We were so in love and we just love each other. During all this, his girlfriend was pregnant and we stopped the affair.
I started to date new boys but he was still jealous of me and he hit me every time he saw me with a guy. After his child’s birth, we started the affair again until his girlfriend caught us. We had a fight we stopped seeing each other and after that for about a year, we didn’t worry about each other.
This year, we got back together as an official couple and he left his child’s mother and I know we are back together. We love each other more than ever but suddenly I began to get sick and I went to the doctor I was diagnosed with cancer. There was nothing they could do for me anymore. That’s why I wrote this in my diary so that Desmond must know how much I love him. I loved him for all the seven years we were together.
Our Love Advice to You
Whoa
Let’s see… He’s insanely jealous. He beats you. He beats up any dudes that get near you. He cheated on you. He had a baby with another girl…
This is the love of your life?!! I’d love to meet someone you hated. Scratch that. You’d probably get murdered.
I know it might seem strange, but please girl, go talk to a counselor. This whole story made me really sad.
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