Staying best friends?
by ‘Best Friend’
J was my first everything.. I love him so much, and he loves me back – I know it. He still tells me he does.
But he ended our relationship because he wasn’t happy in it. I can’t stop feeling like I “wasn’t enough to make him happy”..
He has been in long relationships all of high school and said he never had any time on his own, and he also said that since I’m younger I have a lot of growing up to do. We’re staying best friends, because we don’t want to lose each other in our lives, and because we’re hoping that later down the road when he’s ready we could give things a try.
How can I be his friend and not get jealous over all these other girls that are trying to be, and soon will be in his life? Girls that I know are already intrested in him, and are trying to be with him.
It hurts so much to think of him with somebody else.. I don’t want that. I can imagine that he would want to be with anybody else if he loves me so much?
I don’t know what to do..
How do I move on? How can I possibly let go?
What should I do..